I Strongly Dislike Main Stream Hip Hop

Well i'm just sitting in my dorm analyzing some music and doing a little research, and i finally came to a conclusion on why i dislike most mainstream artist. Most big name artist these days don't talk about shit. Other than shit that's already been said. All that bullshit about killing each other and driving cars that i will probably never be able to afford really isn't my type of party anymore. Now before i sound like i'm contradicting myself i'll say when i'm in a certain mood like pissed off or something then yea i'll blast some ignorant music but the point i'm trying to get across is that i dislike artist that try to personify that lyricism as their overall image. Note most the artist that do this bullshit are sell outs that do it just to make a profit off of it. I've also noticed what some of this music has done to some of my fellow "peers" at least the ones that i used to affiliate with. Watching those bullshit music videos(by the way if you still sit in the house and watch music videos all day get out your room and go do something productive with yourself, no disrespect to anyone reading this LOL)with all those rented or lease cars and video vixens corrupts peoples mind. Reluctantly i don't buy into that materialistic bullshit cause when you die you have nothing to show for it. You can't take a tax write off to heaven or where ever you believe in going after you pass. Now i no some of you are thinking is this the same kid that almost killed his self in a snow storm for a pair of shoes??? Lol yes to an extent i'll admit i'm guilty of wanting material items but man thats human nature. When i say to an extent i'm materialistic i mean as you know if i have the money or have a way to come up with the money then i'll purchase whatever i want. Now i'm not the type of nigga that will beg and plead with people and be like "aye man let me hold $100 so i can cop these jordans." I would never be that pressed for anything because i feel that if i can't purchase it at that time then in due time hopefully i'll be to purchase it.

Time Flys

man i'm almost done with my freshmen year of college already. i feel like there's more to the semester but it isn't really except hoping to pass all my finals. Only thing that kills me is that my school gets out super late thats to that dumb snow storm earlier this year. May 18th is my official last day. I really not paying that day any mind though cause that just perplexes me. The only thing i'm looking forward to this summer is working and visiting my southern relatives. Oh and hanging out with some new found associates. If it's one life lesson i learned this semester(not education related) is that just because something is different doesn't mean it's better. I remember at the beginning of the semester i was amazed at how many new friends i made. Wrong now i can careless about anyone that i met honestly. At the end of the day i just want my degree so i don't have to go to school anymore and i can finally become financially stable. If i just so happen to make a few new acquaintances and lose a couple friends along the way then fuck it. In all honesty all you need is family in the end, and i'm not referring to your mom and dad i'm referring to creating your own. On second thought though who knows what you really need, that all depends on the individual. Just because your related doesn't really mean your friends either now that i think about it.

Why is it frowned upon

for someone to talk to more than one person. me personally i don't see an issue with especially if your just 18. cuz i'ma tell females man ya'll are a piece of work like a job. i remember the other day my professor ask us if we had a choice between a light skinned girl that was beautiful,intelligent and wealthy and a dark skinned girl with the same statistics which one would we pick. So she decided to ask the blackest nigga in our class to answer so he lied and said dark skinned. So then she asked another student and he said he would talk to both. Then out of nowhere the whole class went in a uproar. Mainly because 80% of the class are females so you know he had it coming. So i was thinking to myself that i would do the same thing. Now i'm not trying to sound like a player but man it's just like applying for a job you put out like 2 or 3 applications and hope that someone calls you back. And yeah sometimes we call to check the status on the job. Then finally when you get hired by one job you stop calling the other places you applied to because your now employed. It's the same thing with a female. You should talk to multiple women at one time but when you start to get serious with one you cut the rest of them off. at least thats what i do.

I've learned

a few things in the past couple of days. i prefer to not express everything i've learned but just a snippet. Like how close christianity and greek mythology is linked together. If you don't believe me do your research you'll be surprised at what you find. it's as if it's a revised copy. Also i've came to the conclusion that if you want to know the truth about any type of conspiracy documentaries will tell you all you need to know. Don't go off what your hear. Documentaries are like concrete evidence to reveal the truth of a theory. take this post as food for thought i'm not going to talk about conspiracies cause i know alot of you probably won't believe me and everyone is entitled to their opinion so yea just take this post as food for thought.

Some things will never change

I can safely say that i'm beginning to mature alot. if you don't believe me look at some of my old post for proof lol. but it's some habits i have that i will probably never let go of and sure people will probably say that wow thats one ignorant individual but man whatever think what you want about me my thoughts don't revolve around other people judgement about me. So some habits that i will never break. Saying the word nigga. Yea alot of people are suddenly on this new anti nigga stuff but man kill that noise. I don't see it as a derogative term for black people. I see it as a noun. Shoot if white people can say dude why the hell can't we say nigga??? Another habit i have is blowing money on shoes and clothes. Yea i will say that i do bless others when i can by giving to charities, but shoot money was made on this earth to be spent. Besides i really think your appearance says a lot about an individual. Another habit is using profanity. I got this from my parents. I have slowed down a lot since i first started but man i feel that profanity helps me express myself. Plus at the end of the day it's just words. Of course when ever i become a parent i'll stop cursing as much but then again scratch that idea i think parents curse more than anyone else on the earth.

Elite 3

So i was doin my usual browsing on sole collector when i stumbled upon this thread about the elite 3 artist from east to west. We got Big,Nas, and Jay representing the east and we got Pac,Snoop and dre repping the west. Long story short it was a response that i saw that i strongly agreed with.
Hellrazor1978 said it best and i quote

East Squad:

Big - made a hands down classic with his debut and a near classic with his second album, but his career was cut way too short so this kinda hurts the east a bit.

Nas - Solid career, better then what many give him credit for, and his debut of course is one of the greatest albums of all time.

Jay - obviously very successful, but his career is based on his ability to remain popular by putting out mainstream music and not necessarily quality albums. Doesnt set any trends or really make an impact either, he just follows whatever is currently popular in the mainstream.



West Squad:

Snoop - Like Jay Z, his debut was great but hes had a pretty spotty career even though he still pushes units.

Dre - Made the most influential rap album of all time, and has been responsible for countless other huge and/or classic albums and songs. Completely created a whole new sub genre of music in itself (g-funk)

Pac - biggest icon in hip hop history, overall impact is incalcuable, made more classic songs then any other MC ever, and all his albums released while alive are classic or near-classic material. And no other MC can even begin to approach him in the "influence" department. He's GOAT.

On The Real

Man these past few days have been farfetched. Went home this past weekend and had a pretty good time. Went down adams morgan(a strip of clubs and restaurants in D.C.) saturday and had one hell of a time until i had to figure out how to get home. I'm not going to lie i'm not to road conscious of D.C. But you know what makes matters worse when your lost??? Passengers that don't make an effort to help. So it's like 3 in the morning and i'm driving around the city and one of my friends is just in the back seat cracking a bunch of dumb ass jokes. After a while i got agitated so i said fuck alter ego kicked in and i went off. So while i'm ranting some little young bastard that my friend brought along started running his mouth. So i told him to shut up for i beat his ass and leave in D.C. You would think if someone is mouthing off to you when your friends are present they would say something back. Not mine though instead of trying to calm the situation he made matters worse claiming that he would fight me and the kid i'm arguing with. Now i know it was just another dumb ass joke but that enraged me even more. Friends are suppose to lookout for each other. I would never let some nigga i just met recently mouth off to any of my close friends just for the simple fact that i know my friends would do the same. So to spark note this story i tailgated this guy @ a stop light to get home. Finally once i get ready to drop my friends off only one person gave me gas money. $3 fucking which in todays gas prices don't do a damn thing to your gas tank. Now some may say i'm overreacting but i will never ever have another outgoing with this friend of mine again especially if i'm the transportation. I never felt so disrespected in my life. I was going to call and talk to him about but you know what i don't care anymore theirs too many times i can recall when i've been bullshitted by this nigga so i'm pretty done with it all. So for all the people back at home thats stuck on stupid just know i'm done with you all. Since i'm in school now none of you matter to me. I don't care about how long i've known you. You all will need me way before i need any of you.

My Country

lately i've noticed alot of people crying about how bad america is. they complain about how our country is so secretive and how the government hardly supports the citizens. Yea i agree to an extent. i mean damn do you really expect america to be some type of utopia??? I watched black hawk down the other day and it just made me think about how bad those 3rd world countries have it worse than americans in certain aspects. We don't have to worry about rebels walking around with AK's and 12 year old attempting to blow us up with a grenade. Mostly because we have a well established government. Now i'm not trying to defend the government either cuz they do have their share of skeletons in the closet. like the development of crack and other various drugs. the dismantlement of various revolutionary groups such as the weather underground,black panthers etc. All in all i'm just saying before you talk about how bad this country is think about how bad it can actually be.