Out With The Old N With The New

08 was a iight year for me i guess. no big highlights really. getting my license was overrated. and my b-day was kinda pointless. school got even more boring than before. now it's just flat out irritating now with out my class of 08 friends. I did learn a few lessons this year though. i learn that teenage "love" is pretty pointless. whats the point of you going out with someone in high school. knowing that once graduation day comes your prolly gonna split. why put your self through the stress then complain about it. i'm glad 09 is finally coming,i finally graduate from high school,and the fake friendships will die off and we all will become strangers again just like before. There are people who leave you and you breathe a sigh of relief and wonder why you even come into contact with them. there are people who leave leave you and you breathe a sigh of remorse and wonder why they leave such a gaping hole. After high school children leave parents; friends leave friends. acquaintances move on, people change homes. People grow apart. enemies hate and move on. freidns love and move on. i think about the many who have moved into my hazy memory. i look on those present and wonder. i believe the master plan in leaves moving people in and out of each others lives, and each leaves a mark on the other. you find you are made up of bits and pieces of all who ever touched your life and you are more because of it,and you would be less if they had not touched you. Hope that you accept the bits and pieces in humility and wonder and never question,and never forget.

This Break

is pretty damn good so far. i've just about hung out with all my college friends. and i swear with them it's never a dull moment. them niggaz keep me laughin. man it's kinda hard to believe that x-mas is tomorrow cuz it sure doesn't feel like it. i think the older you get the less you care about christmas. i don't really care to much about my gifts at this point now,cuz just hanging out with my old friends was my gift. in other news for those who keep bothering me about it no i didn't get the package and i honestly could care less. i swear these new found quote on quote sneaker heads irritate me sometimes bothering me asking rhetorical questions "aye when those shoes drop","how much those cost","why didn't you cop those", man nigga don't worry about what i'm doing you just continue to hop on every shoe that releases from nike.

Well

i'm glad this week has finally came to a end. i never been so ready for a break in my life. this week has been pretty bittersweet. monday i had a track meet. i was kinda mad cuz i was the last leg for the 4x200 and to make matters worst the coaches put me on the B team with all the slow ass kids. the coaches know how fast i am but for some odd reason they just dick ride on the same kids. then when i asked them y i never got put on the A team they tried to pull the old you never go to practice excuse. which is kinda funny to me cuz most of the kids on the A team never ever go to practice. So i went faithfully this whole week and nothing really changed. Reason why i want to be on the A team if for 1 to have some competition when i race. and reason number 2 is because i want to get some scholarships. But fuck it now i don't dwell on it anymore. i learned that the less i care about stuff the better i feel whether it's sports,friends,family etc. today was so fuckin hilarious today. my web design teacher decided to have some type of pizza study session. So we ordered like 10 boxes of pa pa johns pizza. Soon after we picked up the pizzas from the front office niggas was swarming everywhere. asking for some. so we finally get to the class and the next thing you know it's like a huge ass line outside the door with niggaz just kicking the door and picking the door lock to get in the class room. i decided to be a good samaritan and gave out about 4 slices of my pizza cuz i knew i wasn't gonna eat it all.
-Fin

Upcoming games

yea just know in 09 i'm going back on geek mode with the video games


this game is called wet i don't know what it stands for but i'm coppin it for my ps3


killzone 2 man i can't wait til February this is 10 times better than any COD