Strags

I'ma tell you the type of women i've ran into this past semester. First joint i bagged out here pretty much dick hopped on all the niggaz i knew even my roommate. Next one was potentially one of the best females i met up here. i mean we clicked from day one. She reached like the peak of damn near a perfect female. She gave me a strong vibe that i might actually want to make her the only girl i wanted to talk to. Then as the days went on shit just went down hill. All started with a few simple lies here and there. I tried to brush it off. but then shit just got terrible to the point where i just couldn't trust her anymore. I'm not goin to lie i started to get in my feelings about her but i got over it. So the next youngin i met seemed to be something nice but she had one strong flaw that all the rest of these youngins have. They all are just party whores at the end of the day. Sure ain't nothin wrong with hittin the club every now and then but damn young every fuckin weekend. I can't fade no braud like that. The last potential gurl i met up here was pretty. seemed like she had a different state of mind than the previous females i had an infatuation for but she wants somethin that i'm not and thats just basically bein a hood. I'm not even goin to attempt to fake like i'm some random hood nigga from waldorf. just typing that sentence right their sounds fake and that something i'm not. So from now on i don't know what i'm going to do anymore. I'm just going to continue to act the way i feel about a bitch,cuz @ the end of the day they don't matter so i don't mind

Finally

We have reach the end of the semester. i can say that it was somewhat entertaining and educational. I can't really say i'm gonna miss being on campus cuz i actually won't. There's really nothing to college honestly. I guess unless you smoke or drink on the regular which i don't do. I am glad though that i can get a break from school because, the other night in the library i had a meltdown. Like i couldn't think at all. i went into the library to like at 7 and left @ 11 and i didn't do a lick of work. Man i was just out of it. I never in my life ever experience such a set back. First hand that shit is depressing man. Just know that if you ever have a meltdown just chill out and go to sleep. Thats the best thing to do. I talked to my father about the situation and he told me that i do have alot on my mind as far as school my mom,my dysfunctional type of a family etc. Hopefully during my winter break i can get a job cuz i need money in the major way right now. I hate being broke all the damn time.

Just don't understand

Why do people continue to do me dirty. This thanksgiving was good until i decided to pay some not to distant relatives a visit. All i did was waste gas and time,because i ended up getting lost. They gave me some of the dumbest directions i have ever heard. I learned this thanksgiving that the only family i have is in my house and thats just my father. Everyone else are just niggas on the street to me @ this point. No matter what people say blood is not thicker than water. My water(friends) may be thin but @ least they look out for me like blood.

As the days wind down

i've never been so ready to get off this campus. man i feel like i'm in jail sometimes minus the bars. this past weekend i skipped a lil party to do some homework. i probably sound like an abnormal college kid but i really don't get caught up in that hype. Most people that do are losers who didn't have freedom back @ home or just people who generally have nothing else to do with their life. Now i'm not bashing on partying i do believe it's fun but doing it week after week is pointless. dancing with the same sweaty broads and eye candy gets old. I really need to find something else to do with my weekends up here. I'm highly anticipating an apartment off campus. My main reason why i prefer to live off campus is because, i grow tired of being around narrow minded people all the time. I honestly don't see the fun in college, and no it's not because i go to morgan i think it's because i'm getting too mature for the people i'm around. Just sitting here dwelling i can recollect some narrow minded people i hang around. The only reason why is because, their entertaining to me. Now i'm not trying to say that i'm above anyone but i feel that my intellect just doesn't click well to certain people . On to another note i talked to my father the other day. I spoke with him about me having to retake a course next semester. Reluctantly this won't set me back @ all but it is perplexing to know that i might have to retake it. I just dislike the fact that all that hard work i put in was just disrespected. Especially when i asked the instructor for some help and he told me i'm pretty hopeless even if i do well on the final. I swear i wanted to say something ignorant to him but that wouldn't have helped my situation so i just bit my lip. I surprised to see hear that my father wasn't upset about the whole situation. He actually livened my spirit a little bit and told me he was still proud of me regardless. He also made me even happier when he told me that i received some deals in the mail from the lacoste store.

College acquaintances

i can safely say that i made alot of acquaintances @ morgan. i used to consider alot of people friends but in the end i can't trust none of these people up here. @ least i don't anymore. especially the youngins. seems like all the ones i meet just like to use me for something. i'm so tired of this bullshit. seriously from now on i'ma start spazing on people out here. i don't care what anyone thinks of me so i have no problem with expressing myself. as far as the niggas i met up here they cool or whatever but i know these niggas don't have my back like the ones back @ home. One thing i dislike about niggas is when they act brand new when a female gets thrown into the equation. now i understand u want to impress your little braud or whatever but you should get brand new and abandon you been hangin with before you met the female. that right their tells me that your a phony character, and you damn sure can't be trusted.

MWF 2

man the day i get home for thanksgiving break i am copping this game

The perfect female

ok of course theirs no such thing as a perfect female we're all human but this is my definition of a "wifey" type female. She gotta have a mature demeanor, i can't stand females that act like a little high schooler. she has to be ambitious,no man on earth likes a lazy woman that just sits around doing nothin. Down to earth, this is probably one of the most important out of any of the characteristics that i list. if you suppose to be my girl you have to keep it real with me. i dislike wishy washy women. cause @ the end of the day if you can't keep it real with yourself who can you be real with??? Independent,this one speaks for itself now one wants anyone living off em. last but most importantly spontaneous. i need a girl that will make me smile and has a good sense of humor. so you this post is pretty much a wish list. lord knows when i'll find a female like this.until then i'ma jus chill cuz i'm the type of nigga that never settles for less.