Dunk'n on a reindeer

these commercials get more and more hilarious

Another Crazy Campout

Well long story short i drove way up to largo to camp out for the space jams. I sat outside in 27 degree weather for 3 hours. it wasn't to bad because,their were some hilarious characters standing in front of me in line. Eventually the store opened and some fat youngin came outside saying that they only had a few size's left. The damn sure didn't have mine so i had to drive all the way back home pissed off,got stuck in traffic on the way over there. The traffic was so bad that i cut my car off and waited. So after a half hour the road cleared up. I drove to my local mall and waited like 4 more hours then the last hour i just got out the my car and stood in a pile up outside the mall. So after a while the security guards showed up and opened the door. I felt sorry for dude because he actually attempted to stop a crowd of 40+ people and it was only 3 of them so you guys can do the math. LOL got his ass ran over. while i was running i picked up a chair and tossed it across the food court. Don't ask me why i did it just a spur of the moment with a little ignorance. Everyone does something dumb for no reason. After sprinting all the way to the second floor i was probably the eighth nigga in line. Of course the employee's get first dibs and one jerk bought like 5 pairs. thankfully they didn't get my size.

Snow can't stop me

man i tell u people will do some stupid stuff for materialistic items. LOL yea i'm guilty of that but so what you only live once why not enjoy yourself. So it all started at like 4 a.m. this morning. i hit up one of the homies to meet me at the mall to get in early and get out so i could get the shoes. by the time we go there it was locked down so we tried to find some doors to find a couple doors around the building that are usually open. they were locked so we drove to mcdonalds and out of the random another one my mans hit me up sayin he was walkin to the mall. Which was pretty crazy considering the fact that we were in the middle of a blizzard. So i picked him up and we all chilled in the parking lot til the mall opened. 2 hours later we got ready to drive back to the mall until one of my idiotic friends decided to fall asleep with the car on. Talk about negligence. I was laughing my ass off when he told me but i gave him a ride to the mall anyway. So our connect @ the shoe store wasn't at work yet so we had to wait for a lil while. My friend who's car died wanted me to take him home to get his sisters jumper cables so i drove all the way over there and his sister wasn't even home. I was highly pissed off with him. so i drove back to the mall and on the way there i got stuck. So i kicked my mans out the car and made him push. That didn't do any justice so thankfully momentum kicked in and the car moved. Once we got back to the mall i said i will no longer move my car until i have my shoes, i damn sure wasn't gonna give him a jump unless i was a last resort. So when we arrive back to the mall our connect showed up with the shoes. i really wasn't to siced cuz i was still a little pissed off cuz i got stuck in the snow. but i eventually got over it. I went home and slept all effin day. although it snowed all day today i still say that today was a success.

Feels good to be home

finally got out of my dorm cell. I'm not going to lie yes i'm bored out my mind right now. but i rather be @ home bored than be on campus bored. I know that sounds dumb but whatever. Anyone that goes to a boring school knows exactly what i mean. I back to harsh reality at home though. still broke as a bad joke. It's like the more i want the less money i have. The older my father gets the cheaper he gets with me. Now i understand the whole i'm a young man blah blah shit but man i can't find a fuckin job anywhere. I applied for jobs before i even got out for xmas break. Sadly no one decided to come through. So i talked to my father about what i want for xmas this year i just asked for to pair of shoes. This nigga said how much money am i puttin towards. Gave him the "Nigga are you serious face". I rarely ask my father for money when i'm at school unless i seriously need it.This whole semester i only bought one thing and that was a hoody from H & M that i bought with a card my mom gave me last xmas. So i mean something has got to give with my dad. I hate how he acts like he's so broke when he don't spend money on shit. Where the fuck is all his money goin??? Damn sure ain't going in my corner. I don't like the fact he's trying to neglect me. I know i sound like a spoiled kid but i'm far from that,cuz i don't get shit most of the time if i want somethin i have to hustle to get it on my own. Being broke makes you super humble,it made me appreciate alot of what i hardly have. Now both my brothers are locked up. Now all i got left is a sister in grad school that i don't really have a relationship with. I don't think i have ever felt so lonely in my entire life til now. Ever since my mom passed away man i feel like i have a cloud over me. One of my friends told me that it looks like i'm aging. I really hope he was joking cuz thats not good. Hopefully things will start to look up in the upcoming weeks.

Man i love these commercials

Strags

I'ma tell you the type of women i've ran into this past semester. First joint i bagged out here pretty much dick hopped on all the niggaz i knew even my roommate. Next one was potentially one of the best females i met up here. i mean we clicked from day one. She reached like the peak of damn near a perfect female. She gave me a strong vibe that i might actually want to make her the only girl i wanted to talk to. Then as the days went on shit just went down hill. All started with a few simple lies here and there. I tried to brush it off. but then shit just got terrible to the point where i just couldn't trust her anymore. I'm not goin to lie i started to get in my feelings about her but i got over it. So the next youngin i met seemed to be something nice but she had one strong flaw that all the rest of these youngins have. They all are just party whores at the end of the day. Sure ain't nothin wrong with hittin the club every now and then but damn young every fuckin weekend. I can't fade no braud like that. The last potential gurl i met up here was pretty. seemed like she had a different state of mind than the previous females i had an infatuation for but she wants somethin that i'm not and thats just basically bein a hood. I'm not even goin to attempt to fake like i'm some random hood nigga from waldorf. just typing that sentence right their sounds fake and that something i'm not. So from now on i don't know what i'm going to do anymore. I'm just going to continue to act the way i feel about a bitch,cuz @ the end of the day they don't matter so i don't mind

Finally

We have reach the end of the semester. i can say that it was somewhat entertaining and educational. I can't really say i'm gonna miss being on campus cuz i actually won't. There's really nothing to college honestly. I guess unless you smoke or drink on the regular which i don't do. I am glad though that i can get a break from school because, the other night in the library i had a meltdown. Like i couldn't think at all. i went into the library to like at 7 and left @ 11 and i didn't do a lick of work. Man i was just out of it. I never in my life ever experience such a set back. First hand that shit is depressing man. Just know that if you ever have a meltdown just chill out and go to sleep. Thats the best thing to do. I talked to my father about the situation and he told me that i do have alot on my mind as far as school my mom,my dysfunctional type of a family etc. Hopefully during my winter break i can get a job cuz i need money in the major way right now. I hate being broke all the damn time.

Just don't understand

Why do people continue to do me dirty. This thanksgiving was good until i decided to pay some not to distant relatives a visit. All i did was waste gas and time,because i ended up getting lost. They gave me some of the dumbest directions i have ever heard. I learned this thanksgiving that the only family i have is in my house and thats just my father. Everyone else are just niggas on the street to me @ this point. No matter what people say blood is not thicker than water. My water(friends) may be thin but @ least they look out for me like blood.

As the days wind down

i've never been so ready to get off this campus. man i feel like i'm in jail sometimes minus the bars. this past weekend i skipped a lil party to do some homework. i probably sound like an abnormal college kid but i really don't get caught up in that hype. Most people that do are losers who didn't have freedom back @ home or just people who generally have nothing else to do with their life. Now i'm not bashing on partying i do believe it's fun but doing it week after week is pointless. dancing with the same sweaty broads and eye candy gets old. I really need to find something else to do with my weekends up here. I'm highly anticipating an apartment off campus. My main reason why i prefer to live off campus is because, i grow tired of being around narrow minded people all the time. I honestly don't see the fun in college, and no it's not because i go to morgan i think it's because i'm getting too mature for the people i'm around. Just sitting here dwelling i can recollect some narrow minded people i hang around. The only reason why is because, their entertaining to me. Now i'm not trying to say that i'm above anyone but i feel that my intellect just doesn't click well to certain people . On to another note i talked to my father the other day. I spoke with him about me having to retake a course next semester. Reluctantly this won't set me back @ all but it is perplexing to know that i might have to retake it. I just dislike the fact that all that hard work i put in was just disrespected. Especially when i asked the instructor for some help and he told me i'm pretty hopeless even if i do well on the final. I swear i wanted to say something ignorant to him but that wouldn't have helped my situation so i just bit my lip. I surprised to see hear that my father wasn't upset about the whole situation. He actually livened my spirit a little bit and told me he was still proud of me regardless. He also made me even happier when he told me that i received some deals in the mail from the lacoste store.

College acquaintances

i can safely say that i made alot of acquaintances @ morgan. i used to consider alot of people friends but in the end i can't trust none of these people up here. @ least i don't anymore. especially the youngins. seems like all the ones i meet just like to use me for something. i'm so tired of this bullshit. seriously from now on i'ma start spazing on people out here. i don't care what anyone thinks of me so i have no problem with expressing myself. as far as the niggas i met up here they cool or whatever but i know these niggas don't have my back like the ones back @ home. One thing i dislike about niggas is when they act brand new when a female gets thrown into the equation. now i understand u want to impress your little braud or whatever but you should get brand new and abandon you been hangin with before you met the female. that right their tells me that your a phony character, and you damn sure can't be trusted.

MWF 2

man the day i get home for thanksgiving break i am copping this game

The perfect female

ok of course theirs no such thing as a perfect female we're all human but this is my definition of a "wifey" type female. She gotta have a mature demeanor, i can't stand females that act like a little high schooler. she has to be ambitious,no man on earth likes a lazy woman that just sits around doing nothin. Down to earth, this is probably one of the most important out of any of the characteristics that i list. if you suppose to be my girl you have to keep it real with me. i dislike wishy washy women. cause @ the end of the day if you can't keep it real with yourself who can you be real with??? Independent,this one speaks for itself now one wants anyone living off em. last but most importantly spontaneous. i need a girl that will make me smile and has a good sense of humor. so you this post is pretty much a wish list. lord knows when i'll find a female like this.until then i'ma jus chill cuz i'm the type of nigga that never settles for less.

I've Learned

To stop complaining about my situations as far school,bitches[women],money, no contact from family members. I say this because when i sat down and thought about it one day, all these underlying things are nothing more than obstacles in my way. this also goes for purposeless people i seem to attract around me. to throw this all together if you seem to be pulling me down in some way then i'ma cut you off. reason why is because if your a real quote on quote friend you would try to help. not just hang around me just for your personal gains. So i went home this past weekend again. I must say as usual when i go home i seem to learn something that matures me. Beside that point hung out with most of the important people in my life. Had a lil movie night @ my crib. I must say that was probably one of the funniest nights i've had in a long time. i love to debate with people or @ least hear them. I would go into detail about what the issue was but it was quite comical. well to end this blog on a positive note for the first time in a long time my grades are coming up week by week.

Man

this was probably the hardest i've ever worked this week. i didn't leave the library in the past 2 days til 11 pm. last night in health class we did some type of tieboe shit. the only reason why i was kinda pissed off about it is cuz it was for extra credit for my project that my group presented last week. but the funny thing is my group didn't need no extra credit and my teacher didn't even notify the class about it. believe me if i knew we was gonna do fighting techniques for one straight hour without a break i would have most definitely skipped class. So after that i just went straight to the library because, i had an exam the next morning for history. so i got a little study group together. i felt like we didn't accomplish much cuz some random guy started talking about a bunch of different weeds. So after a while we left. then i decided to review one last time for the night. once 11:30 hit i just hit the showers and called it a night. So i dosed off to sleep to robot chicken. I dreamed of me and my mom going to a random house gathering. i can't really remember what we were doin there.but i do remember when we were about to leave she kept saying by i love you over and over. then i was like who am i suppose to talk to now that your leaving. Then she just faded away right in front of me so i just said i love you back and woke up.

Another interview

i just find some of the things he says insightful.

Gods Phone Call And Text Message

i went home again this weekend(campus was to dry)and i hung out wit one of my closest friends. When i went by his house i read this note he wrote on his bookshelf. I thought it was clever so i decided to share it. The title is gods phone call/text message.
"The call unlike the text, sound of ones voice. A sign of verbal connection. So no matter what when god calls you you answer; gods phone doesn't have a end button. When god calls you it's an automatic pick up meaning it's your time to come home.
Gods text unlike the call, is more of a visual connection and is more than likely to be ignored. Gods text is considered a warning to learn from your mistakes. So when you receive that text message it's a must you reply with a action of understanding.

Back home

man lookin @ some of these facebook statuses from niggas back @ home is just agigtating. Some of ya'll need to get out of waldorf and do something with your selves. seriously, do something more productive with your lives instead of stalking high school girls and talking about how the world is out to get you. the worlds not out to get you,you just don't have a life and your lookin for an exscuse.back to my life, my i'm starting to get real discouraged more and more day by day. i guess it's time to get a tutor cuz it looks like my common knowledge has no credibility anymore. i thought i was goin to get a refund check. come to find out i'm not. i could have sworn 3 weeks ago some dick head that worked for the school told i was due for mine in 3 weeks and when i went on monday to pick it up and apparently i don't get one now. that upset me because i was hoping to take that money to put in my savings so i could buy books next semester. speaking of money i was suppose to start my work study a while ago but i still don't know where my social security or birth cirtificate is @,man i wish my mom told me where she kept all that stuff. so it looks like another good oppurtunity for me has been put to waste.man i hope things get better for me in the future cuz right now i'm not feeling to well.
-Amani

This hit home

well i did my normal issforum surfing and i checked out the powerful picture thread. of course i saw some amazing photos in their but this one little gif someone made just touched me.if you watch the whole thing you would understand where i'm coming from.Click on the pic to so you can see the full screen

Kinda bored

jus sittin on facebook as usual. who woulda thought i would never be on myspace anymore i used to be a myspace feind. i remember one day i got home(freshmen year of high school) from 3 pm to 12 a.m. i was on myspace talkin to damn near everyone i ever met in my life. lol just thinkin back on it makes me laugh. I think i finally got hip to what these college brauds are all about. basically for all the normal brauds all they do is party non stop,have intercourse with random niggas. then complain and regret it for years to come like it's someones fault knowing damn well they make their own decisions. for the few thats away from this statistic, they just go home every weekend to keep up with their high school sweethearts that they left @ home. pretty much college girls don't know what the hell they want until they get their degree or get pregnant. so sad but so true. peep game my niggas

nightmares

well i had a nightmare last night. shit was terrible. i had dreamed that my mom was jus drinkin and she fell to the floor,and i tried to help her and i ask some people around me to help but they wouldn't so i started cryin and out of no where i started havin a random flash back about how i used to make my mother sing barney with me as a child. so i woke up startled and nervous. so later today my father called me and told me that he had a dream that he was takin my mom some where to meet some friends. and she was in the passenger seat talkin and she stopped talkin and when he looked in the seat he saw nothing but dead roses. he said that messed his whole mornin up. i never thought in my life i would ever have such a tragic experience like this. i talked to my father about how terrible my family is,but now i can careless about em, like he said all i need to worry about is school cuz my mom always wanted @ least one of her sons to get a degree.
amani

whats in rotation right now???

lost 2pac interview

i'ma post all of em except the one with suge knight on the phone cuz it's pointless to watch

And it just

gets worse. man i can't help but complain. i really don't think i'll be back next semester. my grades probably look terrible right now. i don't understand how u study for a test and still fail that shit. i go to the library everyday busting my brain. and the factt that i failed made me think like whats the fuckin point. i don't party and i don't hang out late anymore. just thinking about this shit is depressin. my situation gets worse day by day. i dislike my readin teacher with a passion. i want to fight that old bastard seriously. well i'm tired of bitchin right now so amani

Sigh

it's not of releif. i'm jus so tired of how my life's goin right now. i really dislike being broke. homecoming comin up this weekend and i can't even party cuz i can't afford it. i really dislike the fact that my dad is my only source of money. if i don't get it from him then i don't get it from anyone else. school on the other hand i guess is going well. i have idea how any of my grades are looking right now. all i can do is continue to do my homework every night. with every blog post that i write i seem sound worse and worse. my tolerance with females out here is officially slim. i honestly don't care anymore. when i'm trying to be a nice guy to them they like to pluck my nerves. shit reminds me of high school all over again. i'm just gonna stop paying them any mind from now on. i remember for health i was suppose change something about myself,so i decided to try to have a more positive outlook on life. honestly i can no longer attempt to think positive when i have so many negatives stand out more often than anything else.

My weekend

probably one of the best i've had since i left for school. saw some super old friends. i felt good to be around people that love you. my old high school had their homecoming this weekend. i saw a couple of youngester i used to be cool with back in the day. i notice alot of people back @ home really ain't doin shit. alot youngins gettin pregnant out the wood works. i think i'ma go back home in like 3 weeks or maybe til thanksgivin i haven't really thought it out yet. Well looks like another rough typical week @ morgan.
Amani

So fucked up

i don't understand what i've done to anyone. but for some odd reason it seems like people like testing me out here. especially the women. i think i need to start being a jackass cuz they love to fuck wit me out here. right now i'm just sittin in my dorm wishing someone would do my hair. i had someone that was suppose to do it but i guess she disliked the way i was actin yesterday so now she refuses to do my hair. i guess it's cute to arggravate guys now in the 09. i shouldn't have told her that i was feelin her cuz every since then she's be pluckin my nerves. it's bad enough that i'm not really stable do to my circumstances i'm dealing with out here. but one slight positive out of this issue is that i'm goin home 2nite. i think matter of fact i know i need to get off this campus for the weekend cuz it's not healthy for me to be this angry. i haven't been this made since i got into a heated arguement with my father months ago. So now i'm jus gonna sit in my dorm and let god handle my issue cuz if i go outside i know for a fact i will get kicked out of school

Ah

man i'm so broke right now it's seriously not funny. i could sit here and complain but it's not gonna solve anything. college on the other hand really isn't looking to promising either. i know i'm not suppose to think negative but i got a feeling that my grades won't be up to my dads standards and he's gonna stop payin for school. all i can do is hope n be humble

C'mon Son?

to hilarious

Bad marketing scheme JB

man fuck jordan brand. it's bad enough that the space jams droppin look way off than the ones that already dropped but to change the release date two days before christmas??? you gotta be fuckin kidding me. i think i'll save my money on that and just look for the old retro's on ebay. besides if i had to choose between the white and red 12's and the jams, 12's win that battle. simply because the 12's are underrated and the space jams i feel are highly overrated

Call Duty Modern Warfare 2

November can't come soon enough man

Welp

first 2 weeks of school were pretty straight. yesterday was pretty fun. went to towson mall again with some people. let me tell u if u ever go to that mall you will not walk out empty handed. everytime i go there i spend money. found a north face track jacket that cost $70 @ macy's and i payed $17 for it. then when i went yesterday i copped some sun glasses form some place called anon or somethin like that 2 for $20. man u can't beat that price with a stick. well tonight starts the 3 day weekend. i still haven't left to go home yet. still waitin on a ride. the longer i sit here the more i think it's nothin @ home for me to do. my t.v.'s gonna chill in my dorm all weekend. so i have no where to play my ps3 now because my father won't let me play it on the vizio down stairs. unless we watching a blue ray movie. WTF is the point of that??? he gets the idea that if i play a game on there 2 long it'll leave a image on it. So it looks like i have to buy a hd tv this summer for myself. Cuz some of his little pet peeves just make no damn sense. but i can't argue cuz it's his. i wish my mom was still here cuz if she was she wouldn't care if i played on the t.v. or not. I honestly never thought that life would be so difficult without her. til i left for school. Man don't you hate when u get a message when it's to late??? my mom used to always tell me that her my dad and god were the only friends i have. She was right about that, i just dislike the fact that i can't talk to her about my problems anymore. My life is so odd now that it's hard to explain. I really don't have the closes family. which makes the situation worse. You know @ this point i don't care about fam anymore. i'm on my own now. it's just hard to accept that fact sometimes. I find it difficult to vent to people about my situation cuz their not expeiriencing it. I lost my mom @ a pivotal time of my life. a day before prom, 2 weeks from my graduation and my 18th bday. Talk about a unfortunate time in my life. Sometimes i used to model my family after some of my friends and their families. One of my closes friends has a family like a T.v. show. He pretty much got it made through my eyes. I wish my household was like his. but it's far from it and never will be. My oldest brother is still locked up. Day by day i start to care less for him. I somewhat show sympathy for him but it's hard because of what he put me and the rest of the household through. I used to hate not having a older brother to not play with or take me shopping like the rest of my friends and their older brothers. My ohter brother could only do but so much for me. now he's across the country. he still calls and checks up on me all the time. but other than him and my father thats all i have. I rarely talk to my sister. i guess it's hard to keep in touch with people when your focusing on yourself. i don't really hold anything against her. i just stop caring about trying to keep in touch with her. she like a female version of my father. and that drives me completely crazy. well i think i got enough venting out for the moment...Amani

Blue Print 3

even though i feel that j is out of his prime. i can't even lie. This cd isn't a flat out classic like some dick riders will do just because it has jay-z stamped on it. but i will say that this album has replay value. So yea when ya'll get a chance go head and cop it. Toughest joint to me is empire state of mind

R.I.P DJ AM

i'm not a huge dj am fan but the fact that he just died out of the random is crazy. reason why i say that is because him and travis barker survived that freak plane crash not to long ago. Man is one of my favorite recent nike commercials

So far my stay @ morgan is

pretty habitual. i swear this campus is just like high school with way more people. i thought this quote on quote college experience was suppose to change my life or be some giant party or somethin. it's far from wat people say it is. The parties are pretty wack. i'ma make this clear morgan is not a party school. i really don't see how kids fail out @ all. here's some reasons why i don't party. for one the girl to guy ratio is terrible. you'll spend a dub just to party with the same niggas and yougins you see on campus. well i'm sleepy now so i'll wrap ya'll up later
amani

R.I.P Aaliyah

damn it's been 8 years already since she died in that plane crash. when i was younger i didn't think it was that big of a deal but as i got older and got into her music and acting career. man that was a big loss. man she was talented as ever clearly beautiful with a amazing voice to go with it. i tell you lifes a trip man. people leave this earth @ such a young age, i guess god has a master plan for everyone.
this is one of my favorite songs by her. BTW peep the og 9's that her and R.kelly was rockin

College

well the first week hasn't officially started. they made us come to school a week early. swear this is the longest week of my life. Already got a lll entorage put together. most of the kids in it are from southern maryland. i think we got like 1 youngin from bmore. went to a party and yea it slummed bad. i tried to play some go go but the dude that was doin the music didn't kno wat he was doin and to many people was bitchin. i almost had to glass a dike cuz she tried to take my ipod. sorry i don't discriminate. try to mess wit my stuff i'ma dog u especially if i don't know who the hell you are. anyways everything is pretty much perfect except for the women. it's like the lion king out here. you get like a lil number or 2 and then later that night you'll see a gang of niggas goosin on the same gurl. so i'm @ the point where i'ma jus chill to school start and hopefully just see one tight gurl and jus stick wit her. cuz trying to mess wit multiple women it's lookin like the thing to do right now. well i'm kinda sleepy so i'll blog ya'll later. peace

Well

this week was my last week before i leave off to school. i must say as far as friends go. i believe this week was a prime example of true friends. i only hung out with a few people. it's funny half the people that said they was gonna hang with me before i left lied. i'm far from surprised. i really never instill hope in people. why your probably asking,because all they'll do is let you down. believe me i got living proof all around me. My family is a example. when my mom died. i was shocked to see a good majority of my family congregate. i was kind of mad that it took my mom leaving for them to congregate but none the less i was somewhat happy. now lets fast forward to some weeks later. i can honestly count on my two hands of how many family members that still keep up with me. now i know communication works both ways but man @ this point it's hard to run behind people plus thats just something i don't do. You know its funny my mom always told me that your parents and god are the only people you have in this world. and she was right. i have a aunt that lives probably a half hour away from me. haven't heard from her since the 4th of july. Do i plan on calling her???hell no i just say eff it @ this point. i can careless anymore. she was suppose to order my senior pic's weeks ago. Guess it slipped her mind and i would love to do it myself but thats impossible since she took all my info for it. so it looks like my loss. Once saturday comes i'm pretty much by my damn self. I've always been a pretty independent individual so i guess it shouldn't be hard. just have to get in where i fit.

Motivation

well i went out to do some school shopping on saturday. copped a few nice items, i'm not the type of person to flaunt everything that i buy or whatever. anyways long story short i saw some houses out there that made me think. damn thats how i wanna live when i get older.i have no idea of what i'm majoring in yet but i gotta find something that will help me buy a house like these 2.

Been had vitamin water

i don't know who this nigga is but damn he hilarious. "i stay hydrated" LMFAO

3 house parties in 2 days

man the house party era is officially dead. well @ least out here in charles county it is. first joint i went to was iight. saw a bunch of people i used to go to school wit. the funniest part was this freestyle battle wit my mans. Battle got a little heated cuz it seemed like it got personal. then we went to another party later that night. had some random go go bands that i never heard of. the ambiance was pretty tough. it was a boat load of women so u know as i was happy. so after like a half hour went by i got a text that the feds was outside. so i was like iight let me move towards the door in case somethin pop off. so while i was on my way someone said it's a fight in the backyard. now lets be honest here if u haven't seen a fight in months you can't fake like you wouldn't want to go watch. so while i was watchin the fight somehow it moved from the back to the front yard. and some guy got whipped on my like 10 maybe 15 niggas. then i guess that fed my friends told me about earlier came outta no where. dude actually sat there and watched the fight. so you know how cops are they live for moments like this so 10 cars came. my mans conway said "damn this takes me back to the game time days"(gametime was probably one of the best go go spots back in 8th grade in waldorf lol) so then the niggas just kept on fighting feds and all still comin so i lost conway so me n some folk tried to look for him through the barrage of people running everywhere. then outta no where two big ass dogs just came out of no where. so we finally find him. so it took like a half hour to get out of the neighborhood cuz it was small and narrow. The last house party was iight nothin to really talk about cuz youngins was loafin so i'll jus leave it @ that.

Jeezy Welcome Home Vick

Word To The Wise From Pretty Tony

Man O Man

i'm bored so i'ma jus chat on endlessly about random stuff. Man i hate people that complain about hangin out wit me,mostly brauds do this bama shit. they try to make it seem like it's your fault when in reality it's their own. ight new subject i'm kinda mad i can't take my damn ps3 to school wit me. my dad's complainin about it's to expensive to take it. which is kinda dumb because all it's gonna do is sit in my room collecting nothin but dust and not even get cut on. Yea in all actuality you just wasted your money on it by not letting the system serve it's purpose. also i'm officially broke as ever. like i have no ends @ all. i think the only reason y i still have gas in my car is cuz i give people rides and charge em. o yea i got a laptop comin soon. nothin to really sice though. i still need to do some shopping for some school clothes. don't know how it's gonna happen when i only got one week left. O i still need to pack up for school but i'm way to lazy to do it. i really ain't got shit to take but some shoes and clothes since my dad won't let me take anything. now that i think about it i'ma jus wait to the dead last minute to pack. well i ran out of stuff to blab about.

well

things are lookin alright right about now. been gettin some good news lately on miscellanious things(spell check) now life hasnt been a cake walk but for the first time in a while i dont have any serious problems. well i would sit here n type a story but im tired so ill holla @ ya'll later

Can't Wait

this game looks dope as hell even though i can't take my ps3 to school i'ma still cop this joint anyway so i can play it when i get home

I Love This Commercial

Damn Drake U Fell Off

Literally

Kids These Days

i was scared to sit in the front seat when i was 7

Chemical Warfare

This album is better than the first joint. i think alchemist is highly underrated. by far one of the best producers out here. if u got some spare time i suggest you check this album out. cuz it's in rotation on my itunes

Soulja Boy is a cold bama

iight just in my opinion ok i can understand you don't want to blow all your money on expensive clothing but if i had 25 mill in my bank account, why the fuck not??? why buy the fake shit when u can get the official. dude lost respect that i didn't already have for him. SMH here's the quote

Soulja Boy has defended wearing fake Gucci shoes, after his personal wealth was put into question.

The 'Crank That' star was mocked for wearing the fake footwear, with many hip-hop fans suggesting the 19-year-old rapper is actually broke.

Soulja Boy has hit back at his haters, insisting he only bought the shoes because he preferred them to the authentic items on sale.

He says in a series of Tweets: "Death to all you p***y n****z saying Soulja Boy ain't Hip-Hop and ain't getting money, Die a slow death you f*****g maggots! Smile"

"Fact: I rocked Fake Gucci Shoes. Fact #2: I have over 25 Million dollars in the bank and haven't spent any money I made off my 1st album."

"REAL TALK the fake sh** on the internet look better and cost less than the Expensive Real sh** they sell in the store! lol ain't that a b****"

"See lol I be keepin it 2 real for yall ass. You don't know anotha celeb like me... I just don't give a damn."

"But that's the ONLY fake sh** I EVER rocked. unless you count when I was broke in the hood... them shoes was too fresh man real talk... lol"

here's the source: http://angryape.com/news/soulja-boy-defends-buying-fake-gucci-shoes

The Orphan

By far one of the best suspenseful/horror movie i've seen this decade. and believe me i'm rarely impressed with most of the horror movies that come out now. now i'm gonna ruin it for people that plan on seeing it but i suggest you do cuz i'm sure you ain't got nothin else to do.

Sneaker Pimps

it was pretty live in there,it was more like a concert if anything,heres a few pic's that my mans justin and kurt took. kurt took the pic wit the creator of sneaker pimps and he got a chance to meet clispe backstage. O and two thumbs down to the nigga rockin fake 13's to a damn shoe convention,he deserved a serious beat down for that.SMH

Throwback Thursday

i remember my mom used to have this cd in heavy rotation when i was little. now i'm not saying that their other albums wasn't good but i feel that this one was something serious.




this is al b. sure's best album in my opinion, i think the dream gets some of his material from him,don't ask me why but if you listen to the two they kinda favor each other

now i got just about all of sade's albums but this one in my opinion is the best album she's made. give it a listen when u get a chance

O and to throw this post in the twilight zone The DMV is finally getting a house of hoops in hyattsville. Finally the shoe gods have answered our prayers.lol

Well

i think i'm the only nigga thats not really siced about goin to college. i was @ one point in time but now i could honestly care less. it seems like it's jus a another chapter in life i have to deal with. just like high school. Now some of are probably wondering wat do i want to accomplish in my next 4 years in school and i'll tell you right now all i want to do is get that other piece of paper that will help me get a better job than the average man. i'll make a few new friends and connects along the way the will benefit me hopefully. and what am i doing now to help accomplish this goal??? made a few new friends and connects @ the morgan orientation. Also now that i'm startin a quote on quote "New Chapter In My Life" i've decided to cut off niggas and bitches(yes thats wat i'll refer to some of u females out there as) that ain't doin nothin wit themselves.why because you guys will do nothin more but bring me down with you. sorry i can't be your pity party. i don't care about how close we were in elementary,middle or high school. all i can say if fuck u and grow up.it's harsh but i'm just a realistic. i've come to a realization. if we haven't spoke to each other 2 weeks after graduation then basically we are no longer friends. also i'm deleting non stop numbers in my phone cuz no it's some people mainly bitches that sold a few dreams earlier this summer. "Aye rashad i'ma hit u up this summer so we can hang out,chill etc". pfft that was all bullshit. i think i've come to the point of my life where i really have no care for what brauds think anymore. and honestly i believe it's a good way to be. in other news i finally got some shoes that i've been lookin for in the past 2 years. and i must say gettin a goal accomplished is one of the best feelings in the world. also i've been knockin heads in fight night round 4 lately. only thing that sucks is that i'm the only person that seems to like this game. but you know what fuck wat everyone else thinks i'm not gonna let a few sour niggas kill my joy. well i'm done for the moment so i'll holla kids.
Imani

Quote Of The Day

You gotta hurt in order to know,

you gotta fall in order to grow,

you gotta lose in order to gain,

cause most of life's lessons are learned in pain

Sneaker Pimps '09

btw i'm in there

Finally home

man morgan was pretty fun,met people from all over,i met this girl that was from trinidad. her voice is tough. i think i like women with accent's now. lol but man them bmore kids are lame. well not all of em but most of em bam out way to much for me. the women up there generally were nice,except for a few youngins from pg,but you kno how stuck up them brauds are out there anyway. i saw like 4 people from my school that i knew. well i don't return up there til the 15 of august so now i'ma live out the rest of this summer with non stop fun

Anticipation

if you have any r&b sense you would download this mixtape asap. songz is the fuckin man. he like a modern day r.kelly. him and lloyd are the best male r&b artist right now imo
http://www.mediafire.com/?25wjdozur5i

btw trey songz g'ed up LOL

Fuck House Of Hoops

LOL dammit they always got the hot shit man,D.C. we need a house of hoops asap man. i can't take it anymore,they get posites that i'll probably never get,they get tough ass lebrons and now these. and if ya'll think these are tough wait til you see the mega trons.

UGK in rotation

i didn't get hip to ugk til i got in middle school thanks to my big bro. since it really isn't to much new artist to listen to i decided to go back to some ol school shit. don't get me wrong it's some new cats thats tough but i haven't found any new ones yet. so until then i'll be in the 90's.

My Fav Mj Songs

this was by far my favorite mj song of all time,i think i used to like the video because of all the gold and egyptian look




that outfit tough as hell young can't even fake on the rhinestones
. R.I.P Michael Jackson A.K.A The King Of Pop

Summertime

i'm two days late but so the fuck what

As of late

i'm startin to notice alot of people i affiliate with. like to use me for there hidden agenda's. now that i think back on it most of the people i used to go to school with did that. a recent examplegot this one associate(cuz we are far from friends) used to try to put me on a guilt trip to pick her up from places and take her home. people in general are funny. so then when i brought up the fact that i knew i was being used she gave me that WTF look. she was like it's not even like that and i was like yea i know its not (in a sarcastic voice). then i got people constantly botherin me about shoe sites,release dates, etc... and it's funny cuz half the people that ask me that shit don't ever and i mean ever talk to me unless it's to benefit them in a way. and then they be trying to defend themselves when you find out they be like "o nah son i just wanted to ask you about the shoes and then i swear i was about to ask you how you been" people are full of shit these days. honestly i don't really trust anyone. this world is filled with real people but it's just as many shady people as well. Another thing thats really starting to piss me the hell off is these fake as nickle and dime drug dealers out here. some of you niggas need to wake up cuz if your just selling tree's out here you ain't making no kinda money. all ya'll doin is wasting time and money. sure you could try to say man rashad don't know what the fuck your talking about. but seriously just sit and think about what the hell you doing cuz you know if you slip thats it for you. simple as that. niggas seem to unaware how hard it is to get a job after you get locked for a minute.

Back To The Feature

New Wale Mixtape haven't heard the whole thing so i can't judge it yet so i'll give ya'll analysis later. but in the meantime just download it

http://www.zshare.net/download/61605401574105cb/

God Of War 3

Video Games - E3 2009 - Game Previews

yea dubbing game of year on the ps3 already

ThrowBack

that isely brothers sample is just to tough. good joint to ride to in the car. and yea it's already on my cruise playlist on my ipod.

Foot prints

this is another good poem of found,saw it the other night over my homie dough boy house. i read it and i was like i can really relate to this. it's by some guy named Mark Hargrave.

One night a man had a dream.

He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord.

Scenes from his life flashed across the sky
and he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand,
one belonging to him and the other to the Lord.
When the last scene of his life had flashed before him,
he recalled that at the lowest and saddest times of his life
there was only one set of footprints.

Dismayed, he asked, "Lord, you said that once I decided to follow you,
you'd walk with me all the way.
I don't understand why, when I needed you most,
you would leave me."

The Lord replied, "My precious child.
I love you and I would never leave you.

During your times of trial and suffering
when you saw only one set of footprints...

That was when I carried you."

Jeezy Explains Beef Wit Gucci

MTV Shows

Jay-Z don't make no damn sense

you can't make a song saying death of the autotune. he's just contradicting himself. thats like saying i hate wearing nikes but you still buying the shoes. How can you not be dissing wayne,kanye and tpain when they the main niggas using it??? J just needs to fully retire. BTW that song D.O.A made no sense @ all.

Far from a lakers fan

but this commercial is to funny to not watch. lol

Youngins Are Hilarious

why do they expect so much from men??? There really isn't much you can do for a gurl when you still in your teens except hanging out,sex and good conversation o and buy you a few pieces here and there. What more do they actually want??? i think thats a question that us men will never be able to answer.

J.Cole

Dude from some part of north carolina i'm not sure but either way he's a lyrically monster,check out his 2 mixtapes. I'm shocked no one is on his band wagon. I give him like 2 years and a song with a mainstream rapper and it'll develop.
http://www.zshare.net/download/61387621768d47a2/#

http://rs764.rapidshare.com/files/209345842/J._Cole_-_The_Come_Up.rar

here's a track from him

Jezzy Neva Dissappoints

Yea i'ma dub this prolly his best mixtape he's made,even better than trap or die to me. Who ever produced the beats is the mofo man. lol btw be on the look out for thug motivation 103.

Go head and download this joint
http://www.zshare.net/download/60410580f91f0b35/

The Break Up

i found this on the net,to fuckin hilarious LMFAO

Dear wife:

I’m writing you this letter to tell you that I’m leaving you forever. I’ve been a good man to you for 7 years & I have nothing to show for it.
These last 2 weeks have been hell.

Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today & that was the last straw. Last week, you came home & didn’t even notice I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal & even wore a brand new pair of silk boxers. You ate in 2 minutes, & went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don’t tell me you love me anymore; you don’t want sex or anything that connects us as husband & wife. Either you’re cheating on me or you don’t love me anymore; whatever the case, I’m gone.

Your EX-Husband
P.S. don’t try to find me. Your SISTER & I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!


——


Dear Ex-Husband

Nothing has made my day more than receiving your letter.

It’s true you & I have been married for 7 years, although a good man is a far cry from what you’ve been. I watch my soaps so much because they drown out your constant whining & griping Too bad that doesn’t work. I DID notice when you got a hair cut last week, but the 1st thing that came to mind was ‘You look just like a girl!’ Since my mother raised me not to say anything if you can’t say something nice, I didn’t comment. And when you cooked my favorite meal, you must have gotten me confused with MY SISTER, because I stopped eating pork 7 years ago. About those new silk boxers: I turned away from you because the $49.99 price tag was still on them, & I prayed it was a coincidence that my sister had just borrowed $50 from me that morning.

After all of this, I still loved you & felt we could work it out. So when I hit the lotto for 10 million dollars, I quit my job & bought us 2 tickets to Jamaica But when I got home you were gone.. Everything happens for a reason, I guess.

I hope you have the fulfilling life you always wanted. My lawyer said that the letter you wrote ensures you won’t get a dime from me.

So take care.

Signed,
Your Ex-Wife, Rich As Hell & Free!

P.S. I don’t know if I ever told you this, but my sister Carla was born Carl.

I hope that’s not a problem

Throw Back

Before everyone started to ride T.I.'s shaft

So

i read this poem earlier today that made me smile give it a read.

To The Living

DO NOT GRIEVE
WHEN I HAVE PASSED
KEEP YOUR MEMORIES OF ME
AND HOLD THEM FAST
LIVE YOUR LIFE
LIKE I HAVE DONE
I HAVE GONE TO JOIN
OUR FATHERS SON
I WILL BE WITH YOU
TILL THE END OF TIME
I AM ALIVE INSIDE YOUR MIND
REMEMBER ME EACH PASSING DAY
IN YOUR MEMORIES I WILL STAY
DON'T STOP LIVING BECAUSE I HAVE PASSED
HOLD TIGHT TO LIFE AND MAKE IT LAST

by Martin Stenger

tekken 6 is comin

not til november but i'm still siced

What a weekend

went cookout hoping pt. 3. the only thing i'm kinda mad about with all the cookouts i went to,i didn't get a single slice of cake. lol it's all good though. i'm pretty pissed off @ the fact that i'm not goin to senior week. apparently a pair of shoes is way more important than hangin out with your boys for a whole week. and what makes it even worst is the fact that i found out last minute. but you know what it's all good. you what else is fucked up about this whole situation,this nigga still has yet to give me back money that he still owe after a whole fuckin year. i mean if i'm suppose to be your quote on quote "brova" i should got my bread a long time ago. no need to lie and be like when i get the money i got you,and yet i see a new pair of yeezy's on your fuckin feet. how foul is that??? niggas just don't make sense these days. Alot of people told me that this shit would happen but i was like nah i've known this nigga since i was 8 he wouldn't try to gaffle me. wrong again, even your own mans will fuck you over in this world. but hey that just life so i'll live. i know your probably reading this right now and all i'ma say is like i said in the text message just give me my money and call it a summer. i can't fuckin trust you anymore @ all. theres nothing you could possibly say to change the situation. On a lighter note i'm on the verge of finally getting me a car. i'm huntin for a jetta or an accord. i should have it by sometime this week so i'll get back @ ya'll on that. well it's still breakfast time so i'ma bout to finish the rest of my chocolate chip pancakes from ihop. Imani

New Final Destination

The Final Destination trailer in HD

looks hilarious like the rest of em. horror movies these days just make me laugh and give me a slight adrenaline rush. kinda gay that it comes out in late august i hope morgan has a 3d theater. lol

1st Of Month

well it's finally the first of the month. my bday in 2 days and graduation day is tomorrow. man it's to much goin on in my life right now. i can't even sit down to process or evaluate anything. i'm goin to senior week with some friends to help clear my mind. i really do need a vacation right now. i'm also on a job hunt right now but i'ma get on that when i feel better thats not really a vital issue right now.

Bone Thugs Samples

man this is to tough i'ma look for some of these songs. btw my fam from north carolina up here. ain't nothin like fam man forreal

Throw Back Video

til this day this is my favorite snoop dog song. something about the base like just sices my day. and the video made me like the song even more. i remember watchin this video with my big bro's when i was little. this off his first album doggystyle.

I miss her

for those who don't know i lost my mother earlier this week. i can't sit here and fake like i don't miss my mom cuz i really do. i really haven't been cryin like that cuz i still hasn't hit me. man even though we had fallouts we still seemed to make up. i remember the last time i got a good look @ her right outside my room. she was getting ready to leave out to go meet up with some friends. she asked me how'd her outfit looked. and of course she coordinated like she always does. it was this yellow shirt i can't recollect the pants and she had some nice yellow shoes. i told her she looked good. so she left but then she 4got her wallet and my dad wanted me to go outside and give it to her. we held our last conversation outside my house. we was just talkin about some of her friends and i walked away and she left. man i really wish i could have told her i loved her @ least that way i would feel a tad bit better. i still remember her voice and everything and i got all her quotes playin through my head. like " i killed a nigga that looked like you and u know who that was?" i'd say "who" she say "your father" and we would just laugh. or my favorite one she used on me and my brother " you feelin froggy then leap anytime" then one day my brother said back to her "i'm feelin a little froggy right now" lol. my dads getting better day by day. i'm glad to see how many people care for us. i really appreciate my friends for hangin out with me yesterday. man we was lunchin @ ihop last night. i also went to prom this past friday. alot of people where shocked to see me but i know my mom would curse me out if i woulda skipped it especially after i paid for my tickets. man i had about 3 different dates. and all of them made up some odd excuses. the foulest one of them all though was the one that decided not to go the day of prom. but it's all good though cuz i found my date later that day. and we had a hell of a time. i didn't make it home til like 2. i was gonna go to some after parties but i was way to tired. i have to say these past few days have been pleasant even though of the circumstances. only thing i wish is that my life was always this way, with all my dads hilarious co workers and all my hilarious friends. well i really don't have much more to say right now so i'll blog it up later. but aye to all the people that have been pming me on iss and emailing me please do me a favor and be patient,i'll get more shoes,prices, size etc. later just hit up that youngkapas84@yahoo.com if you have any questions.