Down Hill

man i tell you it's like day by my life seems to get rougher. i'm not even gonna front people can even see it when i'm at school. i had a old female friend write me a note saying that she hates to see me looking distressed. i was actually shocked that she really notice or even cared. that just showed me who really looks out for me. but the reason why i'm down is because,for some odd reason i'm failing like 5 classes,note even if that happens i would still graduate cuz of the past 3 quarters but, i want my grades to be good @ the end of the year so i can hopefully get a scholarship of some sort. also to make matters even worse for me my dad just talked to me about how i might have to go to a community college now because he claims he can't afford for me to go to morgan. my world came to a abrupt halt when he told me that. if that happens i don't even think i'll go to a community college. i think i'll find another alternative to do with my life, i just don't know what that alternative will be yet. i've been trying to turn these negatives into a positive but i honestly can't see anything good about this. i've been applying for scholarships since january and what blows me the most about this whole situation my quote on quote parents didn't even begin to get serious about my college agenda until like late march and i got accepted to morgan back in november. that kinda makes me mad cuz they've been hounding me the past few weeks about college about how i'm procrastinating when in reality their the ones that's bullshitin around. so now at this point i don't even know what to do or who to turn to anymore,i guess i'll just keep applying for more scholarships and hope to god that one of em will be enough for me to go to morgan...

For the record

drake is not signed to young money i hate when people say that he's the best in young money when he's not even with him. i knew this a while back but here's some concrete proof. btw young money is wack to me now but that's another story that i'll tell later





Drizzy "Drake" Rogers aka Aubrey Graham is currently signed to Interscope, not Young Money Entertainment. This is what Drake told AllHipHop: “I’m not signed to Young Money but I’m definitely Young Money affiliated. Like I said, me and Wayne do a lot of work together and Wayne is going to be executive producing my album.” Also here is a picture of Drake signing a contract to Interscope:

My weekend

was good. for the first time in a long time i can actually say i had fun. bought a few clothing items nothing to really brag about just some basic shit. man me and a few of my folk went out d.c. yesterday,and it was hot a fuck out there. man i felt like moogie on do the right thing walking block after block trying to find some stores. that shit was fun though, we was talking about doing it again except this time we plan on bringing more people. me personally i think it's great cuz we coming to our last days of high school and not to sound negative or doubtful or anything but who know's when we all will ever hang out with each other again. well in other news i have to say that i'm happy about the skins draft picks. i'ma be honest i was about to find a new team if we would have got that sanchez guy. it was clearly a smoke screen to pick up that d end. our defense is gonna be a serious problem this season. now what i think what we should really get is some taller receivers cuz those guys we drafted last season really can't catch to well. now on a music note i'm not listening to no more drake. i'm sorry nothing against him but people are playing that damn mixtape out. i remember when i used to tell people they would be like he wack as shit but as soon as that damn ransom song with lil wayne came out people been on his shaft. if i listen to anymore drake it'll be from his first two tapes.
i saw that fight movie last night, it was okay i give it a 7 on a scale of 10. to much talkin not enough wrecking for me. the best fight was the last one cuz it look like a actual street fight.

I Cant

live in this house anymore . everyday i have to argue with someone . my dad was actin like a little bitch as usual . he was cryin over about the fact that their were no cookies in the house . note we just bought some monday and their all gone greedy bastard ate em all. so since i got some chump change i decided to buy some cookies so he would shut the fuck up. so i get to giant and they dont have the cookies he wants so i just bought another batch. i get home and my mom starts bitchin about my nephew tearin the house up.(note he's only 1) i told her to chill out cuz he just a baby. i told her to step up and be a grandma . then she said "fuck u , your just a child " then just walked away cuz i didn't feel like doin the ignorant shit . next my dad said he didn't like the cookies and i was like damn your very ungrateful . thats the last time i do that nigga a favor SERIOUSLY . man i swear if my aunt or other fam was close around here i would leave in a heart beat.

Fuck it

i know i was suppose to be bloggin about some rnb albums i like but i'm puttin that on hold. i honestly don't understand whats on these bitches minds today. yea if you got offended about what i call women,fuck it i don't care i'm ja tired of gettin lied to and played. i had 2 fuckin prom dates and they fucked me over. and both of them lied to me like a parent lying to their kids about santa clause. yea some niggas think that shit funny but it's not. don't ever lead someone on and lie to them cuz that person will end up hating you. now i'm not saying that i hate the youngins that lied to me but i'ma hold a grudge for a minute on both of em. cuz it's just disrespectful in my eyes. one said that she not gonna have time for my prom,but why did it take 3 months to figure that out,and to make it even worst i had to find out for myself instead of her taking initiative to tell me. then the 2nd one just told me the worst bold face lie i've heard in ages. she said that she thinks she's boring(thats bullshit) and she said she don't want to go before her time for prom (she a jr.) that some bullshit cuz it's not even your fuckin prom so what kind of sense do you make??? i can clearly see they lied to me cuz they didn't want to hurt my feelings but fuck that i ain't no little ass bitch i'm not gonna cry over it,i mean yea i'ma be mad but that's human. you make the situation worse by lying about it. these two youngins are examples of why it's hard for me to be respectful to females. it seems like the niggas that don't give a fuck about their feelings get more than the niggas that do. 2pac said it best himself....

Gangsta Grillz

man i remember back when i was in middle school my brother would always give me some mixtapes to put on the computer. overall out of all of em my favorite ones was the gangsta grillz mixtapes. the older ones was the best. shoot in my opinion if it wasn't for dj drama a few rappers wouldn't be as big as they are today. My top 3 gangsta grillz is T.I. down with the king, Lil wayne dedcation 1(this when that nigga first got good not that over saturated punchline shit like he is now) and last but not least Young Jeezy Trap or die. those are the hardest gangsta grillz ever made. tommorrow i'ma do a post about a little rnb that i listen to.

heres some links to download em

T.i. down with the king http://www.filestube.com/acb4395cdc3ec5da03ea/go.html

Young Jeezy Trap or Die http://www.filestube.com/293fb9725fe4d08103ea/details.html

Lil Wayne Dedication http://www.filestube.com/c5da610a0ca99f8c03ea/details.html

ahh man

welp saturday was good hung out with some old friends. my mans turned 18 so his peeps threw him a hotel party. it was near perfect if some strags would have showed up. so I got home around 10 in the mornin yesterday. my dad took me to ihop which was good. so I went home afterwards and took a nap cuz I didn't get no rest @ the hotel.so some friends and i planned on goin on a double date but as always for some odd reason my parents wouldn't let me drive to the haufmen idk why but man when they get in dick head mode its impossible to reason with em. so @ this point im highly blown cuz I wanted to meet this youngin and see observe and report.my other 2 friends drive to but their peoples was on some other shit as well. so @ this point im heat like a pot of grits on the stove so I just went up stairs and took another nap. on a lighter note I went to visit morgan state the other day. and I must say I love it up there. the ambiance is good and the women, lets just say they was on point. made a couple friends up there already. so my future is lookin pretty good,but I gotta finish this high school shit first. man I dread goin back to westlake lookin @ all those lames. but ima just continue to do me like I've been doin,seems like its the best and quickest way to get through the day. welp im finally getting sleepin so ill holla! peace

U turn

well i'll be damned today was potentially one of the best days of the week. man was i wrong. i had big plans to finally cop some clothes since i got a little bread laying around. so i've been waiting all day and it looks like i ain't goin no where. then to put the icing on the motha fuckin cake i got my report card today and yea it's prolly the worst i've had since i've been in school. i really don't give a fuck but i know my father gonna be on some other shit. looks like i'ma end up at a damn community college this fall sadly. i already know he gonna say "i'm not gonna waste my time on someone who doesn't do their work". all thanks to two fuckin electives that i don't need @ all. man from now on i'ma be a jack ass in those two classes. fuckin westlake is famous for those dumbass teachers that sell you bullshit about how classes will help your future. man human geography is far from relevant in my life. sports marketing is also far away from my future. i just took the classes cuz they lied about how fun and easy they were. man i don't even want to set foot in those two classes anymore. i would skip em for the year but why jeopardize my odds of walking across the stage. man june 2nd couldn't possibly be coming any sooner.