So fucked up

i don't understand what i've done to anyone. but for some odd reason it seems like people like testing me out here. especially the women. i think i need to start being a jackass cuz they love to fuck wit me out here. right now i'm just sittin in my dorm wishing someone would do my hair. i had someone that was suppose to do it but i guess she disliked the way i was actin yesterday so now she refuses to do my hair. i guess it's cute to arggravate guys now in the 09. i shouldn't have told her that i was feelin her cuz every since then she's be pluckin my nerves. it's bad enough that i'm not really stable do to my circumstances i'm dealing with out here. but one slight positive out of this issue is that i'm goin home 2nite. i think matter of fact i know i need to get off this campus for the weekend cuz it's not healthy for me to be this angry. i haven't been this made since i got into a heated arguement with my father months ago. So now i'm jus gonna sit in my dorm and let god handle my issue cuz if i go outside i know for a fact i will get kicked out of school