nightmares

well i had a nightmare last night. shit was terrible. i had dreamed that my mom was jus drinkin and she fell to the floor,and i tried to help her and i ask some people around me to help but they wouldn't so i started cryin and out of no where i started havin a random flash back about how i used to make my mother sing barney with me as a child. so i woke up startled and nervous. so later today my father called me and told me that he had a dream that he was takin my mom some where to meet some friends. and she was in the passenger seat talkin and she stopped talkin and when he looked in the seat he saw nothing but dead roses. he said that messed his whole mornin up. i never thought in my life i would ever have such a tragic experience like this. i talked to my father about how terrible my family is,but now i can careless about em, like he said all i need to worry about is school cuz my mom always wanted @ least one of her sons to get a degree.
amani