Another interview

i just find some of the things he says insightful.

Gods Phone Call And Text Message

i went home again this weekend(campus was to dry)and i hung out wit one of my closest friends. When i went by his house i read this note he wrote on his bookshelf. I thought it was clever so i decided to share it. The title is gods phone call/text message.
"The call unlike the text, sound of ones voice. A sign of verbal connection. So no matter what when god calls you you answer; gods phone doesn't have a end button. When god calls you it's an automatic pick up meaning it's your time to come home.
Gods text unlike the call, is more of a visual connection and is more than likely to be ignored. Gods text is considered a warning to learn from your mistakes. So when you receive that text message it's a must you reply with a action of understanding.

Back home

man lookin @ some of these facebook statuses from niggas back @ home is just agigtating. Some of ya'll need to get out of waldorf and do something with your selves. seriously, do something more productive with your lives instead of stalking high school girls and talking about how the world is out to get you. the worlds not out to get you,you just don't have a life and your lookin for an exscuse.back to my life, my i'm starting to get real discouraged more and more day by day. i guess it's time to get a tutor cuz it looks like my common knowledge has no credibility anymore. i thought i was goin to get a refund check. come to find out i'm not. i could have sworn 3 weeks ago some dick head that worked for the school told i was due for mine in 3 weeks and when i went on monday to pick it up and apparently i don't get one now. that upset me because i was hoping to take that money to put in my savings so i could buy books next semester. speaking of money i was suppose to start my work study a while ago but i still don't know where my social security or birth cirtificate is @,man i wish my mom told me where she kept all that stuff. so it looks like another good oppurtunity for me has been put to waste.man i hope things get better for me in the future cuz right now i'm not feeling to well.
-Amani

This hit home

well i did my normal issforum surfing and i checked out the powerful picture thread. of course i saw some amazing photos in their but this one little gif someone made just touched me.if you watch the whole thing you would understand where i'm coming from.Click on the pic to so you can see the full screen

Kinda bored

jus sittin on facebook as usual. who woulda thought i would never be on myspace anymore i used to be a myspace feind. i remember one day i got home(freshmen year of high school) from 3 pm to 12 a.m. i was on myspace talkin to damn near everyone i ever met in my life. lol just thinkin back on it makes me laugh. I think i finally got hip to what these college brauds are all about. basically for all the normal brauds all they do is party non stop,have intercourse with random niggas. then complain and regret it for years to come like it's someones fault knowing damn well they make their own decisions. for the few thats away from this statistic, they just go home every weekend to keep up with their high school sweethearts that they left @ home. pretty much college girls don't know what the hell they want until they get their degree or get pregnant. so sad but so true. peep game my niggas

nightmares

well i had a nightmare last night. shit was terrible. i had dreamed that my mom was jus drinkin and she fell to the floor,and i tried to help her and i ask some people around me to help but they wouldn't so i started cryin and out of no where i started havin a random flash back about how i used to make my mother sing barney with me as a child. so i woke up startled and nervous. so later today my father called me and told me that he had a dream that he was takin my mom some where to meet some friends. and she was in the passenger seat talkin and she stopped talkin and when he looked in the seat he saw nothing but dead roses. he said that messed his whole mornin up. i never thought in my life i would ever have such a tragic experience like this. i talked to my father about how terrible my family is,but now i can careless about em, like he said all i need to worry about is school cuz my mom always wanted @ least one of her sons to get a degree.
amani

whats in rotation right now???

lost 2pac interview

i'ma post all of em except the one with suge knight on the phone cuz it's pointless to watch

And it just

gets worse. man i can't help but complain. i really don't think i'll be back next semester. my grades probably look terrible right now. i don't understand how u study for a test and still fail that shit. i go to the library everyday busting my brain. and the factt that i failed made me think like whats the fuckin point. i don't party and i don't hang out late anymore. just thinking about this shit is depressin. my situation gets worse day by day. i dislike my readin teacher with a passion. i want to fight that old bastard seriously. well i'm tired of bitchin right now so amani

Sigh

it's not of releif. i'm jus so tired of how my life's goin right now. i really dislike being broke. homecoming comin up this weekend and i can't even party cuz i can't afford it. i really dislike the fact that my dad is my only source of money. if i don't get it from him then i don't get it from anyone else. school on the other hand i guess is going well. i have idea how any of my grades are looking right now. all i can do is continue to do my homework every night. with every blog post that i write i seem sound worse and worse. my tolerance with females out here is officially slim. i honestly don't care anymore. when i'm trying to be a nice guy to them they like to pluck my nerves. shit reminds me of high school all over again. i'm just gonna stop paying them any mind from now on. i remember for health i was suppose change something about myself,so i decided to try to have a more positive outlook on life. honestly i can no longer attempt to think positive when i have so many negatives stand out more often than anything else.

My weekend

probably one of the best i've had since i left for school. saw some super old friends. i felt good to be around people that love you. my old high school had their homecoming this weekend. i saw a couple of youngester i used to be cool with back in the day. i notice alot of people back @ home really ain't doin shit. alot youngins gettin pregnant out the wood works. i think i'ma go back home in like 3 weeks or maybe til thanksgivin i haven't really thought it out yet. Well looks like another rough typical week @ morgan.
Amani

So fucked up

i don't understand what i've done to anyone. but for some odd reason it seems like people like testing me out here. especially the women. i think i need to start being a jackass cuz they love to fuck wit me out here. right now i'm just sittin in my dorm wishing someone would do my hair. i had someone that was suppose to do it but i guess she disliked the way i was actin yesterday so now she refuses to do my hair. i guess it's cute to arggravate guys now in the 09. i shouldn't have told her that i was feelin her cuz every since then she's be pluckin my nerves. it's bad enough that i'm not really stable do to my circumstances i'm dealing with out here. but one slight positive out of this issue is that i'm goin home 2nite. i think matter of fact i know i need to get off this campus for the weekend cuz it's not healthy for me to be this angry. i haven't been this made since i got into a heated arguement with my father months ago. So now i'm jus gonna sit in my dorm and let god handle my issue cuz if i go outside i know for a fact i will get kicked out of school