Time surely does fly. It's still unreal to me that i've without my mom for a whole year. I still remember the last time i spoke with her. I was in my room crankin some Al B. Sure, and we were holding a convo about her outfit she was wearing. She had a yellow blouse with some capri's on and these yellow sandal looking shoes. I thought the outfit looked nice on her. She told me that she was gonna go hang out with some friends. So she left and 10 minutes went by and my dad told me to go give her her purse because, she left it in the house. So i ran outside to give it to her and we held another brief convo about a friend of the family i was kinda irritated but i honestly can't remember why. So she left off but before she left she said our little love you saying she said, "love you" i say "love you to" she says "very very" and i say "much". And those were the last words we had with each other. I'm happy that we both ended our time together on a good note. Then that next morning thats when me and my dad got the bad news. We all know that our parents won't live forever but you never want them to leave you so soon. I'm not really depressed or anything but i do have my moments here and there still. I'll never get over the loss of my mom. I think the hardest part about losing her is that i have to go the rest of my life without her. Not a day goes by where i don't think about her. But i see her in my dreams so often that they feel real.
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Great post...you just spoke my mind with this...I lost my mother 2 years ago and it's still as fresh as it was the day I found out. I've been told the feeling doesn't get any better...It's great that you remember the last time you were physically with your mom, and that you two were on good terms. They'll always be with us, though...♥
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