Dammit!!!

man i tell you the end of this summer was the worst. where should i start??? iight well football wise it looks like i'm done. reason why is because i got my ribs fractured during 2 a days by a late ass hit by a team mate. which is pretty fucked up. note this is my senior year of high school so i might as well quit. i say that cuz the defensive back coach really wasn't giving me any burn @ the position. and now when i come back in a few weeks i'll be out of shape. so now i'm like fuck it it's a wrap with football for me. but i still have a chance with track but i really don't like the coaches cuz their always on some other shit. In other news i still don't have a car. i've had my license for 3 months and still nothing. so now i gotta hitch a ride to school again cuz i refuse to ride the bus anymore. i think i'ma have to buy my own car cuz my parents ain't doin shit about it. which is gonna be a difficult task considering the fact that i don't have a job. man i tell you some people got it easy,alot my friends got there cars as a gift from their parents. well school starts tomorrow and i still don't have any new shoes. i haven't copped any shoes since may. I shoulda bought some instead of buying a new cell phone,but i had to prioritize so o well. i'll eventually get a new pair some how. don't you hate when you get the most amazing deals on shoes but your money is never right???that happens to me all the time. i think the only thing good about this end of the summer is that i'm going into my senior year of high school. and then watch on monday i'll have another dilemma come out of no where. O before i end this blog i have a question how dumb does this sound??? i have a girl tell me that she like me but she loves someone else. so i asked her if her and the nigga she love are gonna get back together in the near future she said maybe. Now my whole thing is why the fuck should i waste my time trying to talk to her if she quote on quote love's someone else. to me it's just a waste of time and energy. it's not even that serious to me cuz it's just high school

My Summer So Far

Man i don't know where to start. sometimes life doesn't make any sense to me. like no matter how long you know someone you really don't know em. for example i got a old friend i've been close to since 2nd grade. i thought i knew the nigga. but now i really don't. it's just mind boggling to see some one change for the worse. maybe i just put to much thought into people when i meet em. sometimes i think when your my friend that we friends for life.but thats not always true. But it's their lost not mine, out of all the people he know i was probably the only that would literally give my arm to em. But thats in the past now. in order for us to get close again like we was he will need a serious reality check. but sometimes it takes some people longer than other. Hopefully one day he'll get the idea. In other news i'm still jobless. I hate when i get deals on shoes,clothes,etc when my money ain't right. Still don't have a car yet sadly. Hopefully i'll have a car before we go back to school. I'd drive a bucket right now seriously. All i need is a point a to point b car. In others news i'm looking iight in the female department. my man's put me on to 1 of his friends. Me and youngin ain't serious yet. But i have to say for the most part out of all the girls i've talked to she's one of the few that has her head on strait. But i'm not gonna jump the gun yet,time will tell if where right for each other. well i think thats enough venting for the moment. O and i'm finally getting out of MD for a minute on the 26th,Hello atlanta good bye wally world!!!LOL