Well

this week was my last week before i leave off to school. i must say as far as friends go. i believe this week was a prime example of true friends. i only hung out with a few people. it's funny half the people that said they was gonna hang with me before i left lied. i'm far from surprised. i really never instill hope in people. why your probably asking,because all they'll do is let you down. believe me i got living proof all around me. My family is a example. when my mom died. i was shocked to see a good majority of my family congregate. i was kind of mad that it took my mom leaving for them to congregate but none the less i was somewhat happy. now lets fast forward to some weeks later. i can honestly count on my two hands of how many family members that still keep up with me. now i know communication works both ways but man @ this point it's hard to run behind people plus thats just something i don't do. You know its funny my mom always told me that your parents and god are the only people you have in this world. and she was right. i have a aunt that lives probably a half hour away from me. haven't heard from her since the 4th of july. Do i plan on calling her???hell no i just say eff it @ this point. i can careless anymore. she was suppose to order my senior pic's weeks ago. Guess it slipped her mind and i would love to do it myself but thats impossible since she took all my info for it. so it looks like my loss. Once saturday comes i'm pretty much by my damn self. I've always been a pretty independent individual so i guess it shouldn't be hard. just have to get in where i fit.