Lost???

Well i don't know what to really do. i hate when people try to control my life. my motha told me the other day that i might not be able to go to morgan cause she thinks i would waste her and my fathers money. I think otherwise i know for a fact that i wouldn't waste money nor time. she said i should just go to some hospital and take courses in radiology. i really don't care for it to much but i could start off making a descent amount of money in 18 months. but i'd rather experience college instead of just going strait to the money. in a way i kinda want to do it but then i don't,it's up in the air right now. In other news,i guess my track coaches decided to give me a little praise since i've consistently showed up to practice n shit. indoor is kinda boring which is why i lose interest in it so fast every year. I don't think i'ma sign up for outdoor either cuz i really want to get a job. i really don't want to ask my parents for money anymore and i really need to get on the grind for a car cuz i'm not as fortunate as most who have cars waiting on them before they get their license or the grandparents just cop em a whip out the random. plus i just want money in my pocket just because....So since track season is slowly going away i think i'ma just apply for a job,i know you only have your senior year once but i can pretty much see that i'ma just be wasting my time running outdoor track.....