man either i'm just to friendly or i'm just starting to grow apart from people. shit don't make sense sometimes. i remember back when i was in 8th grade me and a few of my mans and them would hang out all the time,like we would go to go go's n all kinds of shit,have madden tournaments and etc. now a days it's damn near impossible to hang out with some of em. i got a few that went off to school but i ain't knockin em for that. but some of my friends that i still go to school with act like it's a problem for em to hang out wit me now. i think after graduation i'ma just lose touch with em. sometimes it kills me to think of that but sometimes you gotta face reality and realize people just grow apart. what makes it worst is that it's people that you would least expect to change on you do. and i ain't talkin about somebody you met like your freshmen year of high school,i'm talkin about someone you've known since you was a pee wee. One thing that makes me mad the most about friends like this is that they expect so much from you. like "son when them shoes come out" or "son can you please do my homework for me","let me borrow like $20","nah i gotta work", but when i ask you wat we gettin into this weekend i either get ignored or the try to say "son i'ma hit you". Then what gets me beyond furious is that they come up with the dumbest lies "i swear i was gonna call you this weekend to son but blah blah blah". Man please stop feeding me that bullshit young. Seems like my friends thats in college keep in touch with me more than my friends in my grade, @ least when they come home off a break they actually hit me up asking what i'm doin or how i'm doin. sometimes the simplest shit can make the biggest difference. Well i'm not gonna dwell on this friend thing to much anymore i'ma just start leaning on some em like it's nuthin. Man only 6 months left and it's all history,i'm kinda anxious to graduate to get away from some people but then i'ma be a little blown that i'm leaving a few people. but life moves on and i'll finally get to start all over again.i guarantee after we graduate that all the people that put me in the back field during the school year will try to put me on first string when we get ready to go off to school but i'ma pay it no mind,they'll be in the past for a reason!!!
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umm first off you have to tell me how you got your blog thing like this..none ever cmmts my ish lol. bt i understand exactly wht your sayin bout this friend thing. bt truthfully there are no "friends" all you need is yourself ..nt to preach bt forreal & your a kool dude wtf its there loss.ppl come in go and one day there gonna be sumone who sticks around n thts all your gonna need..
high yella always here:)
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well sir, i feel you on some of this, but like i know how i feel and others feel about being your mans..
your kinda uptight about alot of shit, and you over react to alot of shit. and like when its something you dont like to do, you completely throw it off. And i know from people tellin me and personal experience. I mean i dont know if thats the new attitude you got, but the old Rashad i used to know was so much cooler!
son i could sit down ad talk to you about anything, but now when i talk to you now its more of you trynna put me down instead of trynna help me wit the issue. but im your mans imma be your mans regardless, i aint gon drop you or mistreat you like other niggas do, thats fukin cruddy. but im here for you cuzz, always man
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