it's like that now

man either i'm just to friendly or i'm just starting to grow apart from people. shit don't make sense sometimes. i remember back when i was in 8th grade me and a few of my mans and them would hang out all the time,like we would go to go go's n all kinds of shit,have madden tournaments and etc. now a days it's damn near impossible to hang out with some of em. i got a few that went off to school but i ain't knockin em for that. but some of my friends that i still go to school with act like it's a problem for em to hang out wit me now. i think after graduation i'ma just lose touch with em. sometimes it kills me to think of that but sometimes you gotta face reality and realize people just grow apart. what makes it worst is that it's people that you would least expect to change on you do. and i ain't talkin about somebody you met like your freshmen year of high school,i'm talkin about someone you've known since you was a pee wee. One thing that makes me mad the most about friends like this is that they expect so much from you. like "son when them shoes come out" or "son can you please do my homework for me","let me borrow like $20","nah i gotta work", but when i ask you wat we gettin into this weekend i either get ignored or the try to say "son i'ma hit you". Then what gets me beyond furious is that they come up with the dumbest lies "i swear i was gonna call you this weekend to son but blah blah blah". Man please stop feeding me that bullshit young. Seems like my friends thats in college keep in touch with me more than my friends in my grade, @ least when they come home off a break they actually hit me up asking what i'm doin or how i'm doin. sometimes the simplest shit can make the biggest difference. Well i'm not gonna dwell on this friend thing to much anymore i'ma just start leaning on some em like it's nuthin. Man only 6 months left and it's all history,i'm kinda anxious to graduate to get away from some people but then i'ma be a little blown that i'm leaving a few people. but life moves on and i'll finally get to start all over again.i guarantee after we graduate that all the people that put me in the back field during the school year will try to put me on first string when we get ready to go off to school but i'ma pay it no mind,they'll be in the past for a reason!!!

Fred Smoots Crib

one word Dizzamn this is how i wanna live

I was lied to

man all that shit i heard about your senior year is suppose to be the best year of your high school life is untrue in my opinion. this is by far the hardest fuckin year of my life. my grades are mediocre right now. i'm exausted now,like i wake up @ 6 and don't go to sleep til like 11 or 12 in the morning. i'm back playing football again but theirs really no point in even playing any more. since i've been out for so long the coaches ain't even letting me get in on scout defense. which pretty much means no pt for me. but o well i kinda predicted this shit. i guess lachae was right,maybe it's a sign from god telling me that i need to stop playing football... i kinda lost a passion to play anymore thanks to my school... my ap geo teacher tells me to look on the brighter side of thins but honestly there's nothing bright in my life right now. all i can do now is play the cards i'm dealt and see what happens...

Finally Tekken 6

word on the street is this game is droppin in november, this has to be one of the greatest fighting games i've ever played. this is the main reason why i got a ps3. i'll be sure to give out more info when i find the exact release date.

So far

things are slightly lookin up for me. my grades aren't where i want them to be but i got time to get em up by report cards though. I went to a college fair this past week. now i finally got 3 picks for schools i want to apply to. Morgan State,Bowie, and St. John. Only reason why i got St. John is because they sent me a application. And for my 4th pick it's UMES. Reason why is because one of their recruits(this bad thick light skinned chick) dropped by my school and talked to us about the campus and all that jazz. the best thing i heard though was that they have 1 of the best track teams in the east coast. They don't even have curfews either and you can take your car your freshmen year which is a rarity in most colleges. Now my next goal is to figure out what in the world i want to major in cuz right now i'm in the crossroads as far as a career i want. In other i will not be attending the dunkxchange 2marroe. Reason why is because i know for a fact that i'll spend more money then i'll make up there. so i'ma just save myself the unnecessary stress and just watch my skins dog the cardinals.

Fin

Game V.S. Bow Wow

And Finally The Game

Don't Call Him Chad!!!